The Chosen

ＴＫ個人很喜歡的一篇文章。                                                                                
                                                                               
細膩的情感，因著真實的感情，溫柔含蓄的筆觸顯得格外深刻。
                                                                               
                                                                               
「我並不是個薄情的人。」
                                                                               
讓人感受到那種因為會痛，所以祝福說不出口的眼淚。
                                                                               
                                                                               
生日代表誰快樂？
                                                                               
沒人知道，但是祝賀久了，也就習慣不論面對誰都這麼說了。
所謂言不由衷，有時候，對於很多面向的一個人，或許也帶有這種意味。
                                                                               
                                                                               
「你好嗎？」
                                                                               
我說得有多沉痛，你明白嗎？
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作者: skykissx (炎楓) 看板: skykissx
標題: [mur ] 生日代表誰快樂
時間: Fri May 12 11:31:07 2006
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
其實應該要昨天說的因為美國時差的關係比台灣早一天
                                                                               
                                                                               
要遺忘一個人先從遺忘她的生日開始
                                                                               
當我發現我得很刻意的 去留住提醒 自己 今天是你的生日時
也許我已經沒特別感覺了 有什麼已經在心中凝固了
                                                                               
我用的也還是也許 因為我不是個心意堅決的人
                                                                               
當生日快樂變成一種符號式的 例行性寒暄
或許是要這樣告訴自己 你忘了 我都還記得
我並不是個薄情的人
                                                                                  
大概正因如此才會失落才會痛苦
                                                                               
我已經寫不出太多詩句  就只是
                                                                               
恩 生日快樂  說的雲淡風輕
但沒想到也要那麼用力
                                                                               
還有什麼想說的不能說的
都湮沒在欲言又止的喉頭
                                                                               
說完這句話 我把那個曾經在有你故事中的膽小鬼
遺落在後頭了
                                                                               
是那樣的渺遠......似笑那麼遠
                                                                               
我還是一樣 只敢在你看不到的地方寫那些希望你看到的東西
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
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他對自己說
                                                                               
不再多說些什麼嗎?
                                                                               
恩....生日快樂
                                                                               
就這樣?
                                                                               
對  能說的只有這樣